what?

my mum just said she thinks im putting on weight!!!!
i hate my life.
enough said.
:(

weekend.

thursday - soup
friday -chicken
saturday - sandwich
sunday - chicken and carrot cake
tomorrow (monday) - weighing myself

i waited from last saturday till friday for Nate to talk to me! it was so hard. i spent all yesterday with the new boy - i dont like him but i continue to see him. im seeing Nate tuesday during the day and new boy during tuesday night. what am i doing!?

empty

i went bike riding two days in a row and barely ate both days! i need to start exercising..there is a treadmill outside my bedroom and i just cant be bothered..hopefully tomorrow i can be bothered.
im working all weekend so hopefully i wont i get distracted and dont have the need to eat as much. im hoping to get to 45kg but the end of this month. i need to do it slowly because i have heaps of people in my life watching my weight and they all notice when i lose weight and make me eat.

still having friend issues..i wish i could escape and just be by myself and not answer to anyone.

xx