i want to get away.

i really want to go away for a while.
i would love to move to a small english town and start over again.
but i would miss my parents and my pets to much. no one else would notice im gone.
i finish uni next semester and i have no idea what im going to do.
its all happening to fast

why is this difficult

why does life work this way?
we have to go to school, primary and high school, then go to uni for x amount of years to learn about something that you have to do for the rest of your life!
what a joke..
where is the time to enjoy your life? once you retire? no thanks
everyone works to get money, then you get this money and you have to spend it on living. bills, food, clothes.
and they wonder why everyone is so stressed.
i wish i could stop everything for a month or two and just enjoy my life with my friends. if i stop for one hour these days i feel like the world is going to cave in on me.
crazy.
;)