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move out

i seriously need to move out. my mum is driving me insane. i dont understand why she gets so angry at me. if i sleep past 10 in the morning she yells at me. im so fucking tired!!! all i want is to sleep, but im actually to scared to atm. she tells me if she loses me, she would have nothing.. then stop pushing me away you crazy person!

shes kicking me dad out, and my dad is the one who provides most of the money in this family, so how is my mum meant to look after the house we have.

i cant handle her anymore and her crazy mood swings.

and my boyfriend is to busy being with his friends to worry that im upset.
go figure.

my week challenge

well i failed my one week challenge..grrr
oh well, im not to upset.
on a lighter note, its my boyfriends and I anniversary on tuesday, the same day he is getting braces! haha so today im going to TRY to find gifts for him.
he already gave me mine a beautiful white gold chain necklace.

i realised last night that the only person who is ever going to make you happy is yourself.

i had to learn this out the hard way

week challenge

i made a deal with my boyfriend last night that for a week i wont eat..

• chocolate
• soft drinks
• hot chips

if i lose a little bit of weight i'll be happy. also my boyfriend doesnt want me gaining weight either haha. hopefully i manage :)

faith

sweet eyes..

i already miss you and you only just walked out the door.

losing you.

im losing my best friend to my boyfriends ex-girlfriend

i dont think there is a worst feeling in the world

i want to cry but i'm to upset to cry..if thats even possible.