ive been single for nearly two years. ive been with guys but i never let me get close. when things get to serious i run. i dont want to get hurt. i met a guy in january and we have been hooking up since feburary and only recently we became official. though we dont refer to each other as boyfriend and girlfriend but we are together. crazy, i know.

i starting hooking up with him because we both that the same outlook on it. dont get attached. to easy. then he wanted us to be more than friends. which i agreed to and its been going really well. we spend so much time together. its great. however...before when we were hooking up in secret (as he had a girlfriend..bad move, i know) he told me he doesnt know how to love anymore and has the tendency to leave people because he gets bored. obviously as he left his girlfriend for me.

im scared.

im truly developing feelings for Lachy. whats the point? hes eventually going to get bored of me and leave me. i had no intentions of falling for him. i dont want to get hurt again. he knows all of this. i know he likes me. but is just liking someone enough?

arrrh i hate this.