ive officially hit rock bottom. ive never felt so alone in my life. ive never been so sad in my life. the moment i am alone, i crumble. i cant handle being by myself. i am destroying myself.
im stressed out of my mind and its making me sick.
im so ashamed and just want it to be over. i have no idea how to solve it.
my boyfriend is the only one who makes me feel whole. which scares me. what if he leaves me, i will have nothing and i dont know how i would survive.
ive become everything i hate.
my life is so pathetic im at uni at 8.30 on a friday night. turns out im the only pathetic australian who has nothing to do in a crowd of international students.
KEEN TO GET MY LIFE BACK ON TRACK!
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