December

the end of november and december have been the worst months of my year.
ive had something terrible happen to me personally. christmas i spent with my boyfriend at his mums house. i left on xmas eve and come home boxing day to find i now have one less parent. my dad left my mum. great timing.
i hope next year this better than this year.

blue valentine

i went to the premier of blue valentine tuesday night with my boyfriend.

its such a sweet movie, however quite sad.

when the couple were fighting my boyfriend kissed me on the head each time.

he also said at the end thats what im scared of, losing the love we have

hes so sweet!

gosling is so amazingly hot!

love

everytime you tell me im your one and only..my hear skips a beat.

you.

ive never been the jealous type
but since ive met you i cant help it
you bring the worst out of me

random

im bored.

words you believe in

god im obbsessed. i love tattoos. ive been asked by several people when im getting another one..maybe i should get another soon! when im bored i also think about tattoos and what i would get next. i believe they dont need to have a meaning behind them, but maybe the time of getting it, means something. just getting tattoos is silly, but hey ive done it! haha

as my boyfriend says "you need life experiences to get a tattoo" hmm not really. once your 80 you wont even remember why you got it! haha. if you want a tattoo just get one. who cares. it doesnt change who you are, it adds to who you are.

:)

i like tattoos that are words. if you get words or lyrics that suit you, it looks amazing. it would take me years to decide on a quote to get inked on me. but would definietly like something, i do see that as a life expereince, something that has happened and believe those words reflect it.

though if you get writing and its hard to read it really spoils the tattoo thats my biggest worry.

going to a christmas pagaent tonight with some friends. so childish and lame but thats what makes it fun!

i want to get away.

i really want to go away for a while.
i would love to move to a small english town and start over again.
but i would miss my parents and my pets to much. no one else would notice im gone.
i finish uni next semester and i have no idea what im going to do.
its all happening to fast