i hate it when people ask me what i want. someone who does this allll the time is Nate - the guy im seeing. he doesnt understand why i like him and wants to know what i want from him. i never knew what to say until now..
i wish i could tell him i just want to be able to see him occasionally and for him to want me. but if there is really no future whats the point?
after i broke up with my boyfriend i never wanted any guy to like me because i didnt want to become dependent on someone again and the lose them. i was meant to see the new guy tonight but decided aganist it because ive finally worked out what i want from Nate and should probably figure out if im going to continue with him or move on...
on a much lighter note my mum is going to be in hospital for 5 days and i will have no one watching me what i eat...or dont eat!
xx
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