im so stressed at the moment. over stupid boys. i never let this happen. AND of course my best friend let me down again. she told a guy that likes me that i "fuck boys over" which is totally untrue and he stopped talking to me for a hmm whole 20 mins haha. Everyone has me wrong. i keep things to myself. which i guess is a bad thing because then people aka my best friend make things up.
she thinks im playing my best male friend Sam, we have been friends for 6 years and he has liked me on and off but ive never liked him that way and we are best friends, we both know that, but no one else seems to get it?? oh well.
this new guy that likes me then deletes my number and starts being so mean to me..all because of this stupid lie Sophie made up. so i correct the story and he said it will be okay if i kiss him..ummm obviously sophie didnt tell him i was seeing someone else.
ive been seeing a guy since september secretly...its so difficult. no one is allowed to find out because his younger brother is a good friend of mine who i liked first.. arrrr
this sucks. i dont know what to do? continue seeing the guy im seeing now..which im not allowed to see or start seeing this new guy..
to be honest..im more worried about losing weight than worrying about more imporant things in my life.
but these minors issues in my life have caused me to lose weight, along with working heaps i barely have time to eat!
